Lover's End

Hands cover whispers of the lovers fright,
Fear clocked renditions of that autmn night
Digging up rumours of the kids in the park.
What awful things happened in that dark.
Take just one last dare.
Pretend you dont care till twilight falls.
Wait theres something else here.
And I cant stop my tears.
I've never ben so scared.
In the cellar burried six feet deep.
The lover's shaken from a dreamless sleep.
Nails slawing splinters from the ceiling and floor.
Shrieking like the witches till his stitchs are sore.
Calling for the other searching.
For her lover secrests she discovers.
Drain her face of colour.
1...2...3...4... Underneath the cellar floor.
5...6...7...8...Lover will suffocate.

Poisonous, Immune.

You don't deserve to feel the way you do.
Such an amazing person should never have fake feelings.
I know you've been through alot honey and I understand that it hurts.
But please don't think for one second that I never loved you.
Because I did.
The first girl that I ever loved.
I will always love you.
I'll always remember the time that i stayed at your house and we slept together on the couch.
I was too afraid to wake you up and tell you I was freezing.
Sound stupid I know...
I didnt want to wake you, I would have felt horrible.

And that time your dad hated on me and told me to leave you alone, I wanted to die.
I felt so ugly and I never wanted to hurt you the way he said i had.
That I was making you fail at school.
I'm so sorry that I put you through the things I did.

Also the time we went to the movies, Bedtime Stories, Underworld: Rise of The Lycans and 17 Again.
Through each movie, I wanted to kiss you, I wanted you more each time, even though I knew we shouldn't and you probably didn't feel the same.

I know that its better this way though, because if we didn't stop we would have just kept fighting and hurting each other more and more and even though it hurt to stop, its better this way.
You are such an amazing girl!
So much fun and so beautiful.
Never think you have no one, or nothing.
I'm always there to talk to and help you with no matter what it is.



raah.kitching@myspace.com

Almost Legal.

It's almost my birthday...
Well not really but it feels like it is.
And I want to have a theme party.
I'm thinking something vampiric, dark and classic.
But I don't know.
So I'm taking votes on people's favourite themes, so far I've got;
Vagas Disco,
and Haunted House.

Any idea's comment/message me on myspace or here.

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To My Darling.

To my darling,

I cannot stand being away from you.
When you are not near it feels as though the world is laughing at me.
As if the moon and the sun are going to collide.
I am not as happy as I could be.
Such a horrible feeling for anyone to endure, to be away from the one they love.

I feel certain that I may now know all that much about love,
but I know that what i feel is more then any other emotion I have ever felt.
The admiration that I have for you, is more then I have for anyone else that I have ever know.

I am your's and always will be.
Till death do us part does not cut it.
I need to be with you past death.
There needs to be a kind of spirit plain for all great lovers, like Romeo and Juliet[Shakespeare], Usagi and Mamoru [Sailor Moon], Allie and Noah [The Notebook], Rose and Jack [Titanic a movie i dispise yet the love is still there], Christian and Satine [Moulin Rouge], and also Tidus and Yuna [Final Fantasy X] so that they can live on forever together and never have to be sperate.

You are the perfect form of my opposite attraction.
You are my life and soul, so there-for i need you to live.
You are my love, my one and only and i will never forget you and all the love we have and forever will share.

I love you with my life.

Together,
always mine and forever yours,

L.J.S

What and why and how? Part three.

Finally after all ther screaming and yelling and attention they've "called it quits" to their so called "relationship".
He came over after and told me about it.
I don't remember much at the moment but what i can remember is;
He asked if she wanted to stop doing what they'd been doing.
She said, I can't belive you even have to ask that.
blah blah blah and she ended up walking home by herself without her keys =/

I don't know what else to say.
Shortest blog so far ^.^

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